“What do you want us to say? I’m not okay and I’ll never be okay again?” This is a direct quote from a video I made about a year ago. I...

I can feel the weather changing. I broke my jeans out last week. The calendar says it’s Fall. Normally, I would be excited to dig out the...

Sharing an entry I almost didn’t post. I wrote it prior to Jamie’s audition so it’s aged a bit. Spoiler- She got the role of Dorothy....

Death is complicated. It changes us in ways that we never expected. We learn new things about ourselves and many times become entirely...

It's been a hot minute since I've posted on the blog. Yesterday was National Grief Awareness Day. I wanted to do some grand thing, then...

Nine months. That is how long it’s been since I held my dead baby in my arms. That is how long it’s been since I had to say goodbye. I...

I’ve been part of the grief community on social media for a few months now. I’ve learned to be sensitive to all types of things I had...

Before I opened my eyes this morning, I said a prayer. I asked God to give me the words I needed. I knew that I was broken. I knew I...

You’re walking down the sidewalk on what should be a busy street. It’s autumn and the leaves are starting to fall. Instead of noise,...

Once upon a time, when I was a child, my dear mother bought my grandma an exceptionally large decorative rooster. This wasn’t because my...

The day Drew died I was in shock. I cried a couple of times but kept myself mostly composed. Like every other night I closed my bedroom...

Today we went through my grandmother’s belongings. This was the first time I had been in her house since she died. There were barking...